Shalom my friends!
The Yovel year is here.
My commitment to God can't be put into words precisely but the primary secondary step seemed to be to work in very non-Yovel fashion for the past many months to try and do His Will to bring Yovel to mankind. It seemed like the right way to do so was through every day problems that I am gifted at solving until the world was ready to hear and take seriously the Yovel Healing that, on my life, mankind so desperately desperately needs.
Our understanding was that I would be free when the Yovel Year began on Rosh HaShana if I had no success, otherwise I would do so with everyone else when I blew the Shofar on Yom Kippur.
We very clearly agreed that even were I recognized world wide as The King Messiah, with all the powers that might entail, I could abdicate at the end of Yom Kippur and just be a free fresh Adam in love with this Garden of Eden within which we live.
I'm pretty sure that by the letter of the law I am now completely free, just to live. Striving for nothing. Wu Wei.
If I want to make peace on Earth I may do so, but it's no duty. Ditto for everything else.
But thanks to YOU who follow me and take me seriously I'm not sure that I can consider The Yovel to have occured yet for me in accordance with my commitment.
I'm not certain what that means.
My reach here and on YouTube is miniscule so I'm not sure whether this is where I should be focusing.
Rambam writes:
I am named after Moses, called - after his death - עבד יהוה (Eved God, “Servant of God”) by the Torah itself, so I too will remain in The Master's estate these next few days until the entirety of Yovel is fulfilled (by the arrival and passing of Yom Kippur - no earthling need fulfill or even acknowledge it for Yovel to be in force this year).
What this means I don't know for sure, but for me it means that I am still not fully freely me. I am crowned and partying but I may not fully depart to my own estate.
There's a “need free” quality to these days but I haven't given up on My Commitment.
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A few videos if you'd like.
My Commitment can't fully be put into words, but the essence of what I can convey are encapsulated in the first 3 videos.
The 4th is my biblical reading with live translation of the accounts of the birth and death of Moses, Servant of YHWH.
The 5th is my lighthearted welcome to the 120th Olam.
The 6th and 7th are two lighthearted videos Google Photos was kind of enough to share with me from my time in Almuñécar, Spain.
They're silly, so luckily they're short. They are views of the unencumbered #YovelSpirit I wish for YOU, my dear friends (in the style of your own unique freewheeling carefree personality of course).
The first is checking into my first airbnb room there, and the second is discovering that my next room booked there ended up being an entire apartment due to the host visiting her family in Italy at that time.
The rest are a few more #YovelSpirit videos uploaded to YouTube before The Commitment that made me oh so dreadfully serious and annoyingly holy.